*New Update* Finally have something to write... well sorta

So I sorta have a new poem that I've written. It's nothing too special I think, but hopefully those who read it, enjoy it. Have not title yet.

I build things up,
Just to know it'll fall apart,
I close my eyes shut,
And listen to the beat of my heart,
It begins to slow,
As the poison takes effect,
I begin to feel cold,
As reality begins to set,
I took it without regard,
Thinking I could endure,
Too high I set the bar,
Because I felt so sure,
I now lie and wait,
For the cold to take me away.
Here in this state.
I have nothing left to say

The End